Wednesday, April 25, 2012

My Hunger Games!


I recently joined Weight Watchers with a couple friends.  We refer to it as WW it makes me think of World War I & II.  I guess in a way we have declared war on our middle-aged bodies that continue to change.  So our daily conversations now consist of counting points, exchanging recipes and finding ways to keep our vegetables from spoiling. 

Dieting is nothing new to me; I have been doing it since I can remember.  In fact my mother had her own stash of Pepsi Light in the refrigerator, you take one and you lose a hand so I guess it runs in my family.   I grew up in the 60’s and 70’s.  It was the wonder bread years.  A meal filled with vegetables would consist of Tator Tot hot dish layered with a can of mixed veggies, cream of mushroom soup,  hamburger topped of with Tator Tots.  Eggplant to me was just another shade of purple.  Chinese was Chow Mein in a can with those tasty little brown crunchy noodles.  That’s how we all ate and not a McDonalds in sight.

I have tried it all remember the liquid protein diet?  Not sure why we thought 2 tablespoons of a horrific tasting substance in place of a meal could keep us satisfied for an entire day?  I still see Oprah dragging a wagon with 50 pounds of lard on stage sporting her new body.  Well we all know how well that worked for her.  When the low carb diet came out by day 3, I was considering eating the cushion from my office chair.  Another diet had me so hungry, I remember feeding the dog his Kibbles and Bits and thinking it looked really tasty.

So here I go again.  I do know this about myself I need control of what goes into my mouth each and every day.  Last year I realized I had hit a breaking point when Rich and I ended up at Old Country Buffet.  This year I caught myself eating chips while cooking dinner.  I know I am not alone in this struggle so it helps to have the support of my friends and even people I don’t know. 

As my friend Karen said while waiting for the meeting to start and staring at a picture on the wall of beautiful skinny Jennifer Hudson “when we are all done with this do you think we will be able to sing too”?  Goals we got goals-